Christianity is not some blind leap of faith where you commit intellectual suicide and jump off the cliff to believe. No. Christianity is a step of faith based on facts. So you need to ask honest questions to get the facts.
In Jeremiah 29:13, it says, “You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart.”
God welcomes honest questions. He welcomes our honest, open hearts and minds as we seek the truth. But we need to ask ourselves what our motives are. Are we truly open to knowing and learning the truth or are our questions just a deflection from what is else going on in our life. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life…, no one comes to the father but by me.” By digging into God’s word, the Bible, we will come to know the truth. We will also come to know a merciful, just, and loving heavenly father.